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Our Lives in Starlight

by John Dingo

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1.
Banshee 02:40
I'm just waiting for the rain to fall All over me I'm just waiting for the rain to fall All over me Call my name and I will breathe no more Speak no more Call my name and I will breathe no more Speak no more Wail away Wail away Wail away
2.
The attic bats cast shadows On the creaky wooden floor And the garden rats all twine their tails Between the vines You and I will sweep the dust of ages From this house We will set our hearts To make this place a home The neighbors shake their old heads At our many indiscretions And our opinions crease their brows And purse their lips You and I will face the stony whispers Without quaking We will set our minds To make this place a home This witchy house has faded paint and cobwebs But the hearth is always warm, and the table's set for tea We will roll the bones together and consult the tarot too As we intend to make this place a home The magpies set their treasures In the corner eaves And the nesting crows keep watch High in the pines You and I will laugh and croak with corvids By the plenty We will settle in To make this place a home This witchy house has starry glass and tall weeds But the hearth is always warm, and the table's set for tea We will read our lives in starlight, through planets, palms, and charts, As we intend to make this place a home This witchy house has something more to offer Because the hearth is always warm, and the table's set for tea We will build our lives together, with magic and with love, As we intend to make this place a home
3.
Oh Hilda! 03:38
She picks a daisy for her chain As the sea-breeze brushes her skin Her straw-hat broad and golden While the sun sets on the beach Reach the blue and leap Oh Hilda! Cannonball into the deep! Oh Hilda! Shell-combing in your negligee Oh Hilda! Swimming all your cares away Oh Hilda, living all your reckless days in painted dreams Oh Hilda, is it easy as it seems? She rests beside the willowed pond While the weeds provide a cushion Her hair a tangled, fiery crown As the clouds coast on the breeze Cast your line into the green Oh Hilda! Churn the mud with sturdy feet! Oh Hilda! Dayfishing in your flour sacks Oh Hilda! Never thinking on the things you lack Oh Hilda, living all your lazy days in painted dreams Oh Hilda, is it easy as it seems? And no royal dress of gold brocade Could best you in your skivvies No slender centerfold or twenty Could match your laughing bounty She sets aside her book and yawns As the bubbles dress her form Her arms outstretched to bless the dawn While her puppy kicks in his sleep And the kettle sounds for tea Oh Hilda! That every day could be so free! Oh Hilda! Bathing through the morn in simple bliss Oh Hilda! Lounging in your oven-warmed largesse Oh Hilda, living all your pleasant days in painted dreams Oh Hilda, is it easy as it seems? Oh Hilda, is it easy as it seems? Oh Hilda, can I join you in your dreams?
4.
Dear Mr Dracula, Have you ever considered Needing a constant companion Throughout the millennia? Have you ever felt alone In that big drafty castle, Stalking the musty halls In your best evening wear? Because I'm lying right here in the moonlight, and my neck's long, bare, and clean I can strike a languid pose, and I'm willing to be yours Hey Mr Dracula, What's with the hold-up? I've been writing you every week Since I learned your address. I don't want to sound desperate I have other options I've thought through the consequences Of my ghoulish sentiment And I know you think you've got till the end of time But you've only got till the end of my life...time So hurry up and take me, I only need one bite Oh please Answer me Entangle me Savage me Oh Mr Dracula I don't think you'll answer I hold no delusions of Your generous nature You probably get thousands of Pleading messages I know that I'm not your first, But I can hope to be your sweetest So if within the next 50 years or so, You deign to change your mind You know where I am I'll be waiting every night Oh please Come to me Set me free Ravage me
5.
Sunset 02:26
Hold me close when the room quakes and the windows crack Tell me the roar is just a humid breeze Pour me a drink to steady all my nerves and reassure me Sift through all the wreckage for your life that was Paint and brushes mixed among the picture frames Provide a shelter for our neighbors and spare what we can And just like that, the world shakes and collapses And the sun will set upon us, glass and ashes Walk along the seaside, spot the rubble Remember the shape this city used to hold Remind me once again how resilient we are And in a sense, our lives can be rebuilt again And in a sense, you can never measure all that we lost And just like that, the world shakes and collapses And the sun will set upon us, glass and ashes
6.
Does a river care if you wade out in its waters? It'll knock you down and wash you to the sea Doesn't matter if you worship or believe in it It just is, and it will be, for as long as it can Oh, everyone's nostalgic for the place where they grew up So you can keep your Western arrogant perspective It's not that you don't matter, but you don't matter more Than the people you evict, belittle, and ignore With your colonizer's mind, you think, "Oh I could make it better, And I don't need a conscience or your permission." You watch the dollar signs and skulls collide in fireworks In a land of burning riches and collapse So I'll keep an open mind just to upset you And I'll know my moral growth is not completed I'll get strong, and smart, and skilled, and even happy As I dedicate my life to knocking you down Here's to say it's hard to be optimistic Here's to say it's easy to despair Here's to say I will not be complacent Whatever life we make will be our own
7.
We toddle off to distant lands, making maps on tracing paper Holding all your love inside our stitching We make new friends and fight our battles softly The light inside our hearts will guide us home to you And we'll whisper small adventures in your dreams In your dreams It's dangerous to be yourself in the world outside So take this darling wrapped around your heart If just a look and a funny voice can save you Then I'm so grateful for our small adventures And every conversation can be improved By a healthy dose of silliness and care And every car trip is an opportunity For our loves to go on small adventures We toddle off to distant lands, making maps on tracing paper Holding all your love inside our stitching We make new friends and fight our battles softly The light inside our hearts will guide us home to you And we'll whisper small adventures in your dreams In your dreams Defend us from our nightmares and insecurities With cotton fluff and a never-changing smile Let every sadness disappear inside this room So we are free to live your small adventures And every time we part You're there to bridge the distance This lifeline that we share This tin-can telephone keeping us whole We toddle off to distant lands, making maps on tracing paper Holding all your love inside our stitching We make new friends and fight our battles softly The light inside our hearts will guide us home to you And we'll whisper small adventures in your dreams In your dreams
8.
I can make a black dot crawl its way across the ceiling As I settle on this bed in swirling thought The morning slinks in stages through its shades and moods and colors And I'll follow as the sun strides cross the sky (repeat) I draw my breath, I sink down deeper I send awareness through the roots of the earth I want for comfort, I want for steady times I reach for sensory security and close my eyes This late, lazy morning This scarred, uncertain weekend This frozen, calming afternoon These complicated days
9.
Gone Again 04:22
Her heart's no longer beating, though she's still walking around. Laying down for a nap, I know she's out on the town. And when I wake, I'll catch a glimpse Of her dress or hair in the half-light, But when I move to touch her hand, she's gone again. A note on the door reminds me of what I want to forget There's a face and words and pain in ballpoint ink And when I sit here, I don’t see it Not a blur in my periphery But when I get up to track her down, she’s gone again. Turn the pictures to the wall, and cover all the mirrors The only face I need is on my mind The memory is going, but the hurt is always fresh Each time I think on her she's gone again She's gone again Passed away, but not passed on, she flutters through my heart Dusting off the past in a haunted house Is it all just a delusion, or does her spirit walk these walls? Either way, to me, she’s gone again Keep your doppelganger phantoms, and your weight upon the sheets The only ghost I need is on my mind The memory is going, but the hurt is always fresh Each time I think on her she's gone again She's gone again
10.
Skeletons 06:03
Before the dawn, you scramble out the door and go to church Remembering one small but vital thing You take your seat, the grinning skulls all turn to you Saying, “This is not your time, but it might be soon” So you bolt up and say sorry for your intrusion You run and run and run back to your nice, warm bed You hold your breath and hide inside the railway cut While they wander past in a wheezing bleating mass You hunker down against the reeds and keep your peace They rant about their choices and their gods Eventually, they pass you and forget your name But you’ll always keep their hatred in your mind All I see is skeletons without a mask Walking blindly through the smoke, their lungs a rotten afterthought All I see is corpses before the burial Smiling, laughing, falling all to ashes one by one All I see is echoes sounding to a stop Reverberant and loud before the silence Are they conscious of their fate? Do they believe they will be spared? Are they ignorant or special, cursed or blessed or damned? All I see is skeletons without a mask All I see is ghosts waiting to fade, waiting to fade, waiting to fade away You wander through the store with dark glasses on Breathing like you’re on the surface of the moon You spot the pauses, stares, and glares Take mental notes, perceive politics, mark lines in the sand Ironically, the difference between you and them Is the masked ones are the thinking humans All I see is skeletons without a mask Walking blindly through the smoke, their lungs a rotten afterthought All I see is corpses before the burial Smiling, laughing, falling all to ashes one by one All I see is echoes sounding to a stop Reverberant and loud before the silence
11.
Measure friends in flowers on the balcony, In the scents and colors sent out on the wind, We give them pride of place within our memory, And we hope to keep them growing, we hope to keep them growing I hope my letters find you safe I hope you still are loved, though out of sight I hope you live beyond my expectations And of course, I hope we stay in touch Paint your past adventures on the window glass, In the oil and dust of fingertips and love, We go forth and forge new exploits, mirroring the past, And we hope to keep exploring, we hope to keep exploring I hope my letters find you safe I hope you still are loved, though out of sight I hope you live beyond my expectations And of course, I hope we stay in touch Once again we’ll meet, and once again we’ll part, And in-between we’ll fill the empty space There’ll come a day when we will never meet again I hope that time is not already past

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An album about love, loss, grief, and the bright points of happiness that you find in the dark when you try to rebuild your life.

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released May 1, 2022

- All instruments and vox by John Dingo
- Additional vox on "These Complicated Days" by Kim Ramón
- Album art by Reimena Yee
- Mixing & Mastering by S.P. Burnham of Back Bedroom Studios, Lewistown Div.
- Produced by S.P. Burnham & K.M. Murphy

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John Dingo is the musical alter-ego of S.P. Burnham.

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